*childhood innocence
and eloping;
SAD. in 7 and a half hours time,everyone will be meeting in church getting ready to set off for BATAM for CHURCH CAMP! sighh. and the best part.. I DONT GET TO GO. why? cause of a competition. SHEESH. why am i so unlucky? and i do doubt that i have a choice between them. oh well. gotta make do with it.
blindTOOT says : you should tell your coach that you're gonna elope with US (tootLUCINDA and boyfriendKEXIN).
HO HO! :D -beams they want me to elope with them to batam! i'm so touched.
why didnt i sprain my ankle? okay BULLSHIT. i already did that 4 times. thats bad enough~! no more cursing my foot. treelaa.
hung around with NEIGHBIE mersa today! :D had fun. went to the club to do work and went to the park. laughed at aaron and sean( lil harry potter boys). HAHA. they fail BADLY in skateboarding. oh oh! and we saw the small little kids! :D SO ADORABLE.
-picture this scene-
a little girl fell down and started to cry.
then these two boys came to help her up and put her arms on their shoulders to help her walk. SWEET RIGHT?!
best part IS!
the little girl has one leg shorter then the other and i think she's mixed indian
the two boys were ang moh.
all the kids look about 5.
MAN. talk about racial harmony and they don't care about appearance. i seriously think its a reminder to me. to look on the inside and not on the outside of the person. really shows childhood innocence.
{ SHOUTOUTS }
toot ; HELLO! :D im gonna miss you like UBBER LOADS during the camp. with you THERE and me STUCK HERE. eeps. remember me OKAY! :D hahas. i wanna elope with you TOO! and i am NOT gonna sprain my ankel you funny deaf girl :D love you.
boyfriend ; BOYFRIEND! im gonan miss you truckloads and lorryloads! i'm gonna give you the biggest hug you ever saw and you didnt see it coming! :D then a lorry comes and stops right in front of you and all my love and hugs for you spills out. :D -beams. LOVE YOU have fun dearie.
TWIN ; laura! when am i gonna see you again?! miss you ultra muches! smoochies huggies babe! darling come back to me please! ho ho. LOVE :D
daddy oh tian HWEE ; daddy! wake up -slap slap- haha. kidding. oh well. just hope you're gonna get better alright?! we have faith in you! get up and see the light instead of broading the in the deep dark valley. GOD is with you all the time. we'll be praying hard for you! everyones misses the old you. cheer up! :D hwee-ling is here. hee LOVE. BUNGEE :D
-theend-
toodles :D
{ tear my heart open }
12:02 am
Tuesday, June 14, 2005
14 june 05, tuesday
peekaboo! :D its tuesday already. and its almost wednesday and the holiday is PRACTICALLY OVER! sighs. soon it'll be back to school. which is actually this sunday/monday. urks. lets see. this week training is gonna be pretty slack since theres swift meet this weekend. sheesh. CHURCH CAMP STARTS ON THURSDAY! ): sigh. i really pissed off that i cant go for camp. urghs. oh well. nothing muchs been happening other then me trying to finish my working as fast as i can and trying to get some proper sleep! goshness. somehow i dont get enough sleep. i sleep on the way to school (bus AND train) and i sleep on the way BACK to school (bus AND train again) WHICH i usually do not and i MEAN DO NOT do at all! havent gotten any good sleep since i came back from camp. not a good sign. somehow my eyes are really droopy and heavy and i cant seem to open then after closing them. sheesh. unless its the book that im reading that is causing me to sleep? hmmmm.. haha. oh well. nothing much to say! toodles :D god bless goodnight! :D
{ tear my heart open }
10:49 pm
Sunday, June 12, 2005
12 june 05, sunday
hello hello! :D just came back from camp today. 3 days away from home. WOOH! crazy man i miss miss miss my computer! :D :D tralalala. and i think i'm getting like ULTRA fat man. SHEESH. had loads and loads and LOADS of JUNK FOOD! was fun while it lasted. haha. chalet wasnt too bad. but we messed up our room real badly. ants and all. lols! bought 3 BIG bottles of soft drinks, big crunchie bar chocolate, 7 apples, tortillas AND salsa! :D weeet. damn fun la. pigged out like crazy. played some funky games too. lols. we had a talk by balpreet's dad. and later we were SUPPOSED to play TUG-OF-WAR! BUT the bedsheets SNAPPED TWICE! lols. so we played captains ball instead. and group 4 and 5(mine) won! so we get to throw water balloons at the rest! HAHA. fun. went swimmer later and we had water polo and water relay. was crappy and funny. oh oh! BBQ was the BEST THING EVER! :D it was a great bonding session for everyone! cause it was raining really heavily and we had a HUGE canvas and everyone helped to hold it up and push the rain of the canvas! it was the UN-intentional bonding session. and it was so cool! :D yay.
second day we had movie trivia and we won tickets to batman returns! :D YAY! played 'spell the feet' lols! damn funny. had to tangle out feet up to form words. lols. won that too! :D ho ho. den we had dress up games! :D the guys won that. lols. and we had a water fight too! :D haha that was SO FUN! it started with me and sophie pouring a pail of water on nessa and dipna. and then it was e sophie nessa dipna val and nicole. and SOON it involved the parents and the rest. HAHAS. so cool la. we got so wet. had drama too. we tried to pour water on the guys and girl on the bikes and blades but an accident happened. alicia fell and mei xian tripped over alicia. had to be sent to the hospital. sat there for 3 hrs before they came out. mei xians wound was HUGE. so brave girl :D but nothing serious. yupps. came back and played soccer! i'm a sucker at soccer man! but i managed to score a goal! heehees. we had pot luck for dinner and the food was GOOD. then we played the games. went back. and we didnt sleep till 4am! ho ho. stayed at the beach till 2am in the morning. and we played murderer till 4am. hahas. was so fun although i was freaking tired.
today bad the breakfast station thingy. was damn nice. had omelette, cereal, hotdog and crepes too. nice nice! played dai dee and murderer again. went back to clean up and slacked around. watched superstar on channel U! hahas! man some of them are REALLY off key. and the blind guy was GREAT GREAT. so nice. went to have LOADS of smooties later. 1 banana, 1 strawberry and 3 mocha smooties. HAHA. im such a PIG PIG PIG. (^(oo)^) OINK~ packed up and came home.
man i think i better train EXTRA hard tomorrow! work off the FATS. yeah man. toodles! tired already. nights. love to all.
__whats is a third party to do?
{ tear my heart open }
10:52 pm
Thursday, June 09, 2005
9 june 02, thursday
fraaa HELLO! :D okay, nothing much to blog about actually. went to school today. tapped up my foot. AND IT LOOKED LIKE A BAZHANG! dumpling if you don't know what that means. so BIG. sheesh. did run ups today. HO HO. i had GOOD! :D tralalalaHEYHEY YAY!. teehees. had gym too. pretty slack actually. came back AND I WAS SUPPOSED TO DO MY HW AND PACK. but NOO i slacked on the computer AS USUAL. hahas.
oh yeahh. this morning when i woke up i found EYE BAGS! so big la. sheesh. this is what sleeping at 1230 and waking up at 620 does to you. :\ eeps man. oh yeah training is at 9 tomorrow! :D YAY! then we head off for camp. dohh~ haha. well really nothing much to say ciao! :D
{ tear my heart open }
5:11 pm
Wednesday, June 08, 2005
8 june 05, wednesday
*tired of waiting
lols! i made up a ULTRA weird story about spongebob and patrick to valerie today! :D HOHO.
PATRICK : SPONGEBOB WHERE RE YOU ! stop hiding already.
SPONGEBOB : im HERE!
PATRICK : DUHHHH~ i STILL CANT SEE YOU SPONGEBOB
SPONGEBOB : IM HERE behind you
PATRICK : DUHHH UHHH. where? -looks down.
SPONGEBOB : NO! behind you!
PATRICK : DUHHH. -looks left
SPONGEBOB : NO NO NO! BEHIND YOU!
PATRICK : UHHH okay. -looks up
SPONGEBOB : -shouts into his ear IM BEHIND YOU PATRICK YOU! YOU.. STARFISH!
PATRICK : i can hear you but i still cant see you!
SPONGEBOB : -takes out a pan and wacks his head.
IM HERE!! HERE! BEHIND YOU! B-E-H-I-N-D! BEHIND! YOU!
PATRICK : DUHH! -lifts spongebob up and looks below
DUHH.. where are you?? -puts spongebob down
OH! there you are spongebob! i was looking all over for you! where did you go?
SPONGEBOB: -faints
-the end-
haha. i know it sounds spastic. :D i was bored. hmm training today was RELAXED! :D did hurdles and was done. finished at 10 BUT i waited till 1130 for ms pereira! went to the physio room while waiting. found out mr mah is leaving and there's a new physio therapist! :D hahas. shes nice. and very very bubbly. ho ho. young too! anyway. i found out that i have a mild inverse sprain on my right ankle. ho hum. HOW FUN LA. hope mr valeri didnt find out. i think i'm cursed! stupid hanxiang. first tell me to get sick. AND I GOT SICK. next tell me to sprain ankle or something although it would be hard word. I SPRAINED MY ANKLE. BUT all in the wrong week. WASTED. hahas. anyway went to pasta mania for lunch and went to find sophie at swensons and mdm chan treated us to STICKY CHEWY CHOCOLATE! :D tralalala. went back after that. came home and did hw! well.. i AM ALMOST done. hahas. sheesh. tomorrow i better do more man. phew. tralalala. nothing much to say. toodles! :D
{ tear my heart open }
6:08 pm
Tuesday, June 07, 2005
7 june 05, tuesday
ho ho ho! :D im back to training. yes FULL training. MAN i'm so dedicated to training. sheesh! makes me seem.. well.. like an ANGEL! :D -beams. LOLS. alright that IS spastic. tralalala. training was alright i guess. i couldnt really run that fast. was like some slow maniac. and OH OH guess what. i THINK i injured myself again! SHIT man. i am so darn screwd. and i cant go for physio cause magish(?) isnt around till THURSDAY. sighs. and this time its my right leg. i am so pissed off. am i like that unlucky to be under jumps? CRAP MAN. sigh sigh sigh.
i just realised something. IS THIS A HOLIDAY OR WHAT?! like HELLO?! for starters, we have to train EVERYDAY i tell you. second, they GIVE US HOMEWORK. thirdly, MY SATURDAYS AND SUNDAYS (mind you) ARE GETTING CUT OFF FROM ME. -snorts. this is barely a holiday. bummers for me. i wanna go travelling. SIGHS.
lets see what's planned ahead for me :
10-12june - track camp
18-19june - swift competition
19june - BACK TO SCHOOL.
this is so SICK. sighh. hol's are gonna be over before you even realise it. and i MUST MUST really get started on my homework! sheesh. so far.. i've only done 3/4 of my physics hw. LOLS. i am sucha slacker. i still have 5 english assignments, finish up physics and a ss hw to do. darn. much catching up to do. i almost forgot about the heat capacity stuff we learn. sheesh. no time for going out or whatsoever. SIGH. i'm not gonna enjoy the remaining 12 DAYS OF HOLIDAY! oh sigh oh sigh. guess left with nothing much. toodleloo.
{ tear my heart open }
10:05 pm
Monday, June 06, 2005
6 june 05, monday
WOW! today is JUST great. so was yesterday! *hints* can you hear the sarcasm. ughs. BUT before i go into detail, -drumroll please- i shall start from church! :D -beams. tralalala. went to church, met mel in the toilet! HOHO! k that was lame. went to meet boyfriend:D and the blindTOOT:D! hahas. went to the sanctuary to watch mel, claire, shawn and clarence get baptismed and comfirmed today! :D YAY for them. congrats people! its really a blessing to see youths coming out public and declaring their great faith and fiery passion for God :D YAYNESS for you guys. sermon was a bt confusing though? did lementations. in a blurr. oh well. hmm went out for lunch at geylang and NO do NOT get any ideas of prostitution! hoho. k im LAME. had the nice duck rice! WEET. went to the EXPO for PC fair. saw the new ZEN. omg! its so small and NICE LA. bet the prices are GORGEOUS too. tralala. the expo was a MAD HOUSE. pushing everywhere. SHEESH. oh daddy bought a new dvd recorder! woohhh its so CHIO. hahas.
and the BEST PART AWAITS! :D me and jie started to feel pains in our stomach. well she started having it first. hers was in the morning. mine was till we were waiting for her to get out of the toilet i was bearing the pain since i thought it was something else. until in the car daddy started BURPING which made me feel really grossed out! i told mummy i felt like i wanted to puke. so both of us were in the car all doubled over. haha. and we took a long time searching for a darn doc! cause they were closed till 7. so we had to wait like half an hour! everyone was staring at us. sheesh man. waves of pain were flowing in my tummy. hurt like hell. got a jab and medication. came back and flopped onto the sofa. got dragged up to my parents room. and i started to have diarroea. yuck man. hahas. but i felt better after that.
didnt got for training today. came down with fever. yupps. sigh suayy. wished i started to have it next week wed! then i COULD HAVE GONE FOR CHURCH CAMP and not take part in swift! sheesh. so not fated. sigh sigh sigh. everyone is gonna have fun WITHOUT me. ): sad. oh well. shakalakalaka. BURP. k im gone! ciao ciao :D
{ tear my heart open }
2:44 pm
Saturday, June 04, 2005
4 june 05, saturday
HELLO! :D lets say its been a wonderful week. why? cause i'm basically SLACKING everyday! woohhh. lets see. i went out with TOOT on wednesday and we watched MOSNTER-IN-LAW! ho ho! :D it ROCKED! was funny. BUT we had seperate seats! cause we were so late. actually, I was late. lols. OOPS. sorry toot! :D had training on thursday and friday and today. oh! me, val and sophie ate swensons on thursday AND friday! :D we had TOP:LESS 5 on thursday! ohhh yeahh. topless 5 topless 5. and we had a milkshake competition yesterday! :D so fun. lols. went back. slacked
had bible study! haha. was so funny! :D everyone was HIGH HIGH IN THE SKY! WEET! hahas. on the topic dating. was quite funny la. and i ATE SO MUCH. ughs. heehee. came back and slept late.
had training today! all the way a gombak. did medicine ball and the sun was SO HOT. bought bubble tea after that as usual! :D tralalala. nothing much now. ciao ciao! :D
{ tear my heart open }
2:25 pm
Wednesday, June 01, 2005
31st may 2005, tuesday
woah! im shit tired today! -yawns i stupidly slept at 12+ lsat night forgetting that i was to wake up at like 630! woah man. and i rushed like HELL and GUESS WHAT! brilliant and i MEAN brilliant me got to school 30mins early! _-_ and i even thought i was LATE. dumb me. had pretty okay training. weights was so heavy. 80kg 5x10 EACH! -.- almost died. AND *pop* all of a sudden me and gail had to stay back in school to help out AGAIN i emphasize AGAIN to help out in the primary school camp thing. and i was so tired already and those kids made me even more tired. the table tennis and badminton group were SO OUTTA HAND! i almost pengsan. couldnt control them AND they were SO annoying. the netballers group was a BLESSING! -phew they ROCKED man. so CUTE la! xD teehees. came back at like 5?! darn late.
just watched MADAGASCAR today! (: SO CUTE LA! really funny. laughed my ass off although it was practically frozen! sheesh. oh well. going out with TOOT tmr! :D cant wait! gonna watch MONSTER IN LAW! ROARRRRRRRR~ hahas. NIGHTS! (:
`something is missing in my life but i can't put a finger on it ;
clueless.
{ tear my heart open }
12:54 am
